it has been a long time since I move to this new place.. SINGAPORE! I had no time to write down anything. The school is great.. and fun.. and tiring. The best part is FOOD TESTING! hahaha. tho’ cooking is fun.. I am kinda miss my old thing but I cannot look back… what I can do is only pushing myself to move forward. Maybe some people gonna ask WHY? and WHY? Why do I change my career so sudden? Why do I take this decision and so on. I cannot answer it to be honest, but I have to believe in maself that this is the best thing I can possibly do for the future. I don’t know whether it will be worth it or not but once again… I am trying to keep the positive thought so I won’t let ma self down. 

U cannot predict ur future but u can do best to build it. If I look back … years ago, I have struggled the similar thing… and yes! I end up once again at the same position.. to be honest i feel dat im failed to achieve ma previous goal.. well tho i almost there.. i shud leave it to something more important so.. life is about CHOICES! u can just take it or leave it.. and I dont need a judgement from people for the decision I made . I know better for my life !