it has been a long time since I move to this new place.. SINGAPORE! I had no time to write down anything. The school is great.. and fun.. and tiring. The best part is FOOD TESTING! hahaha. tho’ cooking is fun.. I am kinda miss my old thing but I cannot look back… what I can do is only pushing myself to move forward. Maybe some people gonna ask WHY? and WHY? Why do I change my career so sudden? Why do I take this decision and so on. I cannot answer it to be honest, but I have to believe in maself that this is the best thing I can possibly do for the future. I don’t know whether it will be worth it or not but once again… I am trying to keep the positive thought so I won’t let ma self down. 

U cannot predict ur future but u can do best to build it. If I look back … years ago, I have struggled the similar thing… and yes! I end up once again at the same position.. to be honest i feel dat im failed to achieve ma previous goal.. well tho i almost there.. i shud leave it to something more important so.. life is about CHOICES! u can just take it or leave it.. and I dont need a judgement from people for the decision I made . I know better for my life ! 

we have been through so many things yah? hahahaha its been years probably 10yrs of friendship :D:D:D love u guys :*:*

WE LOVE EAT! WE LOVE SWEET! WE LOVE FOOD!

I bought the GRAZIA magazine with the JFW (Jakarta Fashion Week) 2011 booklet as bonus. And yesss! I found my photo … wohooo! hahahaha tho’ they put the wrong name on my photo… and my name on the wrong photo, so confusing. —’ So I edited them.. hahaha as u can see it is right name on the right photo! CHECK it out! 

YES! I always Japanese food.. for its freshness and authentic taste. The food which I wouldn’t refuse hahahaha… I love sashimi the most, but I also love their ramen and porkkkkk! nyummy! So here are some photos which I took whenever I went to the Japanese restaurant :D  .. just enjoy! nyummm…

heyho 2012.. its a brand new year .. how fast the time goes by and im more depressed since i dont even know wat to do for the future. I thought last year, everything would be ok! everything would be like it will be.. but suddenly everything changed.. im stuck on the situation which i dont be able to handle. can i be just frustrated? or shall i laugh and hoping everything gonna be fine?

im completely confused… super duper confused! i just dont know whether wat im doing rite now is going to be something… i dont ask so much! never ask too much. I just want to live happily ever after and peacefully. How long shud i let ma self to feel this way?? 2years?3years? noone can help ma self.. noone will understand ma self.. o well! i just need to be stronger.. or let ma self drown in pain. 

so hoping this year gonna be just fine! *cross finger

Merry late Christmas :D and soon.. we are going to welcome the NEW YEAR!CHEERS! XOXO (clothes made by me :D) 

I bet this is my first blog after such a very long time… been very berry busy! —’ its hard to breath .. with never ending deadline. I thanks GOD for that but on the other hand, I’m kinda bored to struggle with fabric..thread and needle everyday.. 

I will post some pictures later… hahaha , just wanna write something tho unimportant. :D CIAOO

Photographer by Eldi Martono

Make-up artist by Gisela Wina

Model by Kemala Putri

Entertainer by Ranadipta Nugraha :P 

all dresses and stuffs by my self

Location at Photolounge Studio - Jakbar 

it has been a while.. i didn’t post any on this blogs.. arghhh finally!!! after some weeks, i can rest for some times… :D BIG SMILE! a very hard month.. i run to chase all deadlines , 2 dresses in a month.. hahahaha crazy ma self! but it was really fun.. and that makes me realize : I LOVE MA JOB very much! like i cannot think another job to do… o well… anyway, last Sunday ive done the photoshoot (FINALLY) .. i am so excited with the result. I feel so lucky to have those ppl who really helped me with the dresses.. <3<3 so it can be finished on time. I was a bit worried actually, since I only had 3weeks left before the photo shoot to finish those 4dresses. Less sleep, extra power … but it is worth it. :D im gonna post some teaser after this one.. enjoy! and HAPPY TUESDAY!